So proud of myself!!! Day 62
Sep 8, 2018
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good morning welcome to Friday so we're
actually we're gonna go ahead and do
Eugene run tomorrow just to give
ourselves a break from having to be in a
car like for such a long drive but we
are at Costco so we're gonna run in and
grab some stuff but I definitely wanted
to say good morning and I am gonna do
another walking because I need the
exercise so here we go okay so change of
plans I did go in one of the carts my me
I started to walk in here and I just you
know it was kind of like one of those
things why am I gonna push myself to the
point where I'm gonna really hurt myself
so I did a lot of walking yesterday and
I think that that's why my leg is kind
of hurting me today so I'll just take a
little bit of an easy break today and
you don't get that grocery shopping that
I need to do but at least be able to be
comfortable while I'm doing it
because there's no need to put myself
through pain if I don't need to so yes I
am in a cart today
but that's great that's alright I'm
gonna do some other exercising today so
it's all good I will get my exercising
in one way or another but I'd rather be
able to do the grocery shopping and not
be in pain so anyways yeah so we are
just at Costco getting a few groceries
that need to be bought
and just kind of taking a look around
and enjoying our morning with each other
while meant for baby my poor baby - in
his school so if you guys are gonna be a
wonderful Friday morning I am
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but
seekers out
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but look as for what is it it's a man Oh
take her out oh my god how much are
those things up there oh my god those
are so awesome
a hollow fall I want to see how much
those are how much
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oh yeah they were not having that guy
for sure we kind of I passed all the
other areas that we're supposed to go to
let's go back this way
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okay you guys we just walk through the
door and my kids already had it
cottage cheese of course
Omar cannot go a day without cottage
cheese that's like his jam and then we
always get our motrin for the kids at
Costco because you get to basically for
the price of what you would pay for one
app big difference we always get our
unsalted butter so we got to because we
use well I don't but all he uses it when
he's like doing his cooking and stuff so
that comes in handy and then rest my
belly
this is huge but he gets his this isn't
the rice that he I'm gonna get but they
were out of the other stuff so since
putting maybe six in the cover the other
day didn't close them and I wish they'd
get into them yesterday and they were
full of mold I was so mad so things are
like almost 15 bucks at Costco I was
like so we had a nice talk with him in
like hey when you get things
hey absolutely not okay not for me okay
after the kids have dinner and stuff I
like to give them a little treat so they
get a cookie before
they brush their teeth for back then we
got a bill thing we use vinegar a lot
with cooking and we also use vinegar for
cleaning and so oh and I never even knew
it says vinegar quick tips glassware
toilet bowl bathtub greased pan coffee
maker and iron it seems i vinegar
because it definitely comes in handy is
it what honey Jeremiah's not even here
he's at school but mom will give you
some cereal okay but can you please put
one of those Bulls away cuz you only
need one put the other one back let me
keep out one good job Omar no nope what
about put it back and then my kids will
eat dry cereal as like a snack so we got
into Lucky Charms and then I also bought
for a lot for Jeremiah because he likes
stuff like this especially after school
here my daddy he likes to have a little
snack after school and so that's
something that it's easy for us that he
can just grab a pudding and eat it well
there's a little left in honey that I
dilute and so yeah that's why I got the
puddings plus the babies like them so it
all works out for the best
well I'm just gonna give it to you and
you guys have to you know you're gonna
eat it all you're not gonna take out the
marshmallow there that's right America
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thanks us for for announcing up okay
come here give me your bull where's your
bull so I can put this away what was
that
why that's right it's not finished up up
attack what were you doing to his bull
that's right give me your bull do you
have a bull
get me a bull so I could put your cereal
in it okay get me a bull and then we
will go take care of that she's
announcing that she went poop I can't
wait for my children to be potty trained
I really can't go get a bull so I can go
and change you come on anyways we didn't
get a lot of stuff because I mean we got
a lot of stuff yesterday from Walmart
but like I said mainly like what we get
from Walmart are from Costco is like the
quantity things like the puddings the
puddings are four bucks for 36 cups you
cannot beat that you're not gonna get
that anywhere cheaper of course the
vinegar the medicine my pepperoni sticks
are the way cheaper at Walmart Costco
than walmart has Walmart I think it's
like you get half of a bag if that for
the almost the same price of what you
pay for Costco so for me it's like no
I'd rather pay 15 but you get double the
amount so that's nice and then like the
kids as cereals and stuff you get two
basically for the price of one so I like
going to Costco and getting those things
and we went early this morning so that
was nice something to have to really
beat the crowds
here's that and then I'll go change you
in just a minute okay be careful
and then really quick I was gonna show
you guys so we got these two these are
my husband's and the baby's favorites
they will eat these they're pitted which
makes it nice I don't really care for
all us of any sort so
so makes it nice and then I got my
original a moment gluten-free crispy sea
salted crackers these are a really good
snack I have them sometimes with a
little bit of laughing cow cheese I also
picked up garden veggie straw you can
have 2038 straws for 130 calories like
come on really
that's nothing when you're talking a
snack so yeah I love Costco when it
comes to stuff like that and then we
also we buy all of our meat from Costco
there's nowhere else that we buy our
meat and one of the reasons is because
again you can get a big quantity for a
pretty good price so we got ground beef
it was almost seven pounds for $25 and
then what we do is we have a food saver
so it's the thing that you put the food
like whatever it is steaks or whatever
you need to save and you put it in the
sealed package and it seals it for you
and it will last for a long time so we
buy a quantity that way then we can
split it up and make our pounds so we'll
get six pounds well almost seven pounds
so seven dinners out of a 25 pound our
$25 pack of hamburger meat and the thing
is with Costco their meat is so good
like that's so I mean literally we used
to go to a meat shop for it but now we
do all of our meat shops shopping at
Costco the only thing that we will get
at the meat shop that we don't I've
never found from Costco is beef bacon
that is my ultimate favorite but it is
pretty pricey so we don't get it very
often in fact I haven't had it for quite
a while but there's is that I've never
seen it at Costco but other than that
all of our meats are from there what
babe the beef bacon yeah at the shop
yeah so that's the only thing literally
that we buy from the meat shop other
than that I mean we used to get Oliver
me from there but it's much cheaper to
actually do it from Costco and it seems
like you know it's a lot of money when
you do it but then when you split it out
and you get all the dinners out of it it
actually comes out cheaper that way so
anyways that was all we got from Costco
we didn't do like I said very much but
it was just things that we needed to get
that we were alone we got laundry soap
and softener we also picked up two
things of eggs I want to say that's it
so anyways I am gonna go change as
throws diaper and get all this stuff put
away today I'll check in with you guys a
little bit you guys I did it again huh
oh my god I just walked an hour in
Walmart by myself of all things oMG like
the feeling of success is such an
amazing feeling like seriously I am like
freaking out because like I went in and
they didn't have any motor cards right
now I'm by myself so of course my
anxiety is am just a little bit more
because I don't like being alone like I
really don't it's just one of my things
that I deal with so I was like okay I'm
gonna go in there I'll find a card so I
can just mosey around and just look at
everything and just enjoy myself so I
went in and there was no cards so I
found a worker and I was like hi ma'am I
was just wondering do you guys have any
motor cards and she was like if there's
none in front then no we don't I was
like okay well I took that as a sign
it's like Amy stop you know you rested
your Lake today and in Costco which is
fine because I mean we really have
things we needed to get and Costco
sometimes can be really hard for me and
I don't know why but it just does so if
I was gonna have to have a car I would
have rather had it
go than anywhere else so I was like okay
not a problem you know I'm gonna do this
I am gonna own the situation I'm gonna
do it so I just started walking around
and just looking at everything and
moseying around just like any other time
and by the time I realized I was like oh
my gosh I have literally been walking
for an hour and honestly I probably
could have continued I was just getting
a little bit warm but I mean it wasn't
bad like my back isn't hurting me oh my
god like I want to cry because I'm so
proud of myself like this is such an
amazing accomplishment
that I keep telling myself over and over
Amy you could do it you could do it you
could do it in little bitty little I'm
starting to believe myself like I'm
starting to believe that I know I know
what is okay for me and I know what I
can do and I seen a couple of the people
in the motor carts and usually usually
if I can't find a motor cart and I find
somebody in it I'm like that's because
of you but today was just like huh you
know and just totally owning I just ah
the filling but anyways beyond all that
sorry I there's a glare it's the Sun I'm
clearly I just just got in the car so I
turn on the AC it's pretty warm out but
I did get some cute stuff so I will show
you when I get home I'm so excited I
have a little bit more money that I can
spin because it's my birthday money so
I'm thinking I might order one thing
online and then that will be it but oh
my gosh you guys it's because of you
guys
honest to god it is seriously because of
you guys and I'm gonna address the one
person oh my gosh I can't remember the
name 100% but it's something about oMG
you can't believe that are you not
accepting the the truth I'm not sure
it's it if you know who you are you know
who I'm talking to because I forgot your
name
but thank you
thank you thank you thank you you may
think that it's coming off rude when you
say you can do it it's good but you know
what you're right because when I walked
in that store today I thought about our
conversation that I just had with you
before I left the house and I totally am
owning this whole process and it's a
complete process you know and if you've
not lived it you would not understand it
but for sure you mentioning the words
that you did solely pushed me to the
point where I know that I don't need a
motorcar I know my legs are very capable
of doing everything I need them to do
for me and so I just want to thank you I
mean you and many other might think that
you know it came off rude and you know
and it could have but to me it was it
was a push that I needed to hear so
anyways I am gonna get off of here and
head home because I'm sure my husband is
probably thinking baby you need to go
home I left you long enough with the
kids but anyways I just wanted to share
with you guys another accomplishment
once again I am so excited no I did not
vlog when I was in the store and the
only reason why is because I really just
wanted to focus on just the walking and
just enjoying and I didn't want anything
to take away from me really focusing on
what what I'm accomplishing right now so
anyways again I'm excited and these
people are all looking at me like what
are you doing woman but I don't care
because I own my situation anyways okay
I will check in with you guys in a
little bit well can't you tale I worked
up a sweat no I I really did work up a
sweat to be honest but that is not where
my makeup is smeared everywhere it is
because I just got on the shower and I
washed my eyes but see the thing is is I
use waterproof mascara and it does not
matter how many times I wash my face in
the shower because they do it
every single time but my eyes no matter
what we'll find mascara to come off my
balls so all he walked in the room hold
on who's like oh I did not know I
married us raccoon oh thank you baby you
made me feel so good man they just they
know the cute words to say oh my glasses
are filthier than ever but you know
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anyways oh and my glasses are all fogged
up okay we're doing no glasses tonight
and my light just died out hey he's
doing great
amy is doing fantastic anyways umm so
yes I made it home alive and well it was
fantastic day honestly I feel naked
because they don't have any lip gloss on
I have no I makeup on and nothing
my faces see my face is not flawless
like y'all think
look it's not flawless actually my face
does this after showers I don't really
know why it does it like even though I
are my eyebrows my forehead it does it -
it just blotches up I've done that and
my babies both of them are nasara they
both do the same thing but um it goes
away after a while though and it
probably is - because I was like
scrubbing my face in the shower anyways
so yes today was a fantastic day let me
tell you I had the most amazing day
spinning it with the kids
well besides Maya cuz he was in school
but spending that time with Omar naira
and Ollie and just having that good time
and then coming home and being able to
leave again
by myself and go birthday shopping
because I got to spend my birthday money
so that was quite exciting I was very
excited about that
um and I found some good stuff so I'm
gonna show you God good I'm good um but
anyways before I get into that I just
want to really quick jump on the
conversation that we had last night
about the bullying and stuff like that
I don't want anybody to think that me
saying what I said about bullying like
that that I am trying to rev up
something negative that really doesn't
need to be I just wanted to address the
situation that I felt very passionate
about which is bullying because I am so
passionate about the anti-bullying that
when I see the bullying I I want to
address it any which way I can to the
best that I can the most respect last
way that I can and so I just want and
want to thank everybody for all the
support behind the message that I shared
yesterday and also for the ones that you
know might not quite understand where
I'm coming from that is okay we are all
allowed to have an opinion I am no we're
ever going to say that your opinion
doesn't matter because everybody's
opinion matters in some given way
because that's the right as being a
human being to have your own opinion
that is one thing that nobody can ever
take away from you is your own opinion
sometimes you feel that you can state
your opinion sometimes it's best that
you don't state your opinion and
everybody has the right to state their
own opinion but I think sometimes if
you're gonna state your opinion I think
there is a point where you have to sit
back and really think about how you want
to state that opinion is it a way that
you want to state it to come across mean
or rude or belittling or is it a way
that you can
state your opinion but still in a
positive way that you wouldn't be
hurting or demeaning somebody at the
same time so that's all I'm gonna say
about that I just really wanted to kind
of ant a little bit of you know that on
the topic because that was message to me
a couple times that you know that they
the people that messaged me have a
really hard time with the person that I
was not not Tammy but the other person
that the one that I consider kind of
bullying um and you know that she you
know shouldn't share those things and
and I told them I said no she can share
her opinion that that is so not what I'm
trying to say but what I am trying to
promote is when you're gonna state your
opinion really sit back and think how
it's gonna lay with the person that
you're stating your opinion about now if
you have no feelings and you don't care
if you're gonna hurt somebody's a
feeling you know feelings are bring
somebody down well then that's probably
not gonna work for you to sit back and
think of how it would land with somebody
because you're not really worried if
it's gonna hurt somebody but like in my
life and in the way that I promote
things I always sit back and wonder hmm
is that something that's gonna come
across mean or rude or you know tear
somebody down or make them cry or feel
less of you know than they already do
and things like that so anyways enough
about that I just wanted to kind of talk
touch base a little bit on that but
we're good now um anyways I really hope
everybody had a wonderful Friday today
today was an amazing day like I said for
myself and I got some fun birthday stuff
that I wanted to share with you guys and
I'm so excited so I'm gonna show it to
you the best I can I am NOT gonna do a
try on haul tonight I am beat tired from
all of the exercising and stuff that I
did today and I have not eaten yet and
so I'm trying to kind of close up here
so I can go eat some dinner but I'm
gonna show you guys the best that I can
and then as I should as I wear the items
of course I will show you guys what they
all look like so anywho so my first item
that I got it is from
they're all from Walmart as I you know
spit but this is secret treasures these
are sleepwear but I ain't wear it I'm
asleep work because I wear these as
pants they are a 3 X 22 24 and well
these ones don't have the price on two
pair of the same thing so these are
11:43 they're oh my gosh look ok so
here's the top this is the color I know
my light is out so I'm not getting it as
bright and then it has like a like a
really soft fuzzy that's not how the
whole pants is this parts like what
would you say like us kind of like a
sweat pant what is the material on it
does it say not me it's 57 rayon and 39
percent polyester 4% spandex fleece 95%
polyester 5% spent ok well it's gonna
repeat itself
anyways so here's this and then it has a
line that goes all the way down it it
does have pockets that are fairly deep
that's nice they go all the way down to
a I love these kind and the inside is
just the same thing but they're so soft
Ollie was like in love you say oh my
gosh I really like these I was like oh
good so I got that color and then I also
got the exact same thing but these ones
I got a black and then it has a grey
trim down him same thing goes all the
way down to a cuffed bottom yes
and those are all 3x and then I got I
got let's see how do I take these song
hanger
okay so these are and those are both
secret treasure the pajama bottoms but
I'm in awareness sweatpants because of
lack of these are from tears skies these
are 3 X 22 20 24 26 92 percent polyester
8% spandex there are the leggings look
at that and they're just like the ones
that I have that I got recently
these ones excuse the fact that they're
inside out but they are in my drawer
they're clean so it's the same thing as
like these ones and they're soaked so I
did get these ones and I have a mustard
yellow shirt right there coming and so
that will match this really cute so this
is a very cute cute fall pair of
leggings and then with that hold it up
together I went ahead and got this is a
okay so with those leggings I got this
is also a tear in sky 4x 28 30 I am
really hoping that's gonna fit I have
not tried any of this stuff on again
like I said I'm not gonna try it on
tonight so I'm just really hot and tired
and just want to want to finish might
not but um anyways so here it is it's
just a sweatshirt it's a zip up hoodie
this is this was 1294 it is 65 cotton 35
polyester it yeah it has some stretch to
it but look how good it matches the
shirt are the pants and then I'll have
the orange shirt to kind of come down
past this so and these were seven since
my daughter decided to take my sticker
and stick it on my foot and they were
724 I believe for these leggings so
those were my birthday clothes I'm so
happy that I received those I received
them bought them I swear my daughter she
goes through myself as if I am buying
these things for her I'm like honey
got a few years no don't think I have a
few years with her I think she's gonna
be like one of those like mom but news
to her she's not gonna be allowed to
wear makeup for a while well in fact I
relieve with her the most that I will
allow her to wear will be like mascara
and I'll uh i shadow lip gloss that's it
like I won't allow her to wear
foundation so she doesn't need it and I
don't you know I can understand if
you're like really broken out and you
have flaws that you really want to hide
I get that but if she's got skin like I
did when I was younger I mean I'm more
now unfollows but I don't wear mad
I don't wear foundation and stuff and
powder and I don't have time for all
that don't get the Dom but I do like
putting on my eye makeup and my lip
gloss but that's as far as it goes with
me and for her you know once she gets
married
how about it maybe if you want it but
why put stuff on your face if you don't
meet it and it's just gonna cause you to
break out so and her dad is very anti
makeup like Mariann time ago
I mean he's he ain't gonna tell me no
but I mean he's just like I mean you
don't need it you're beautiful that I'm
like no I know and I've tried the
foundation before but I honestly I feel
like I look like a drag queen so and no
offense no offense I'm just saying I
feel like I look like a drag queen so I
just don't wear it anyways onto my
makeup that I bought so I got these ones
from the Dollar Tree and they work
amazing like I well I just used it and
it took off all my makeup that I needed
to take off but it would went ahead and
bought these ones these ones worth two
dollars and 94 cents so I mean a dollar
ninety four more which kind of stinks
because had I noticed when I was at
Walmart these ones
come a 25 these ones only come with 30
but these ones come with 30 for $1 these
come with 25 $4 to to 94 I think I think
so I don't know we'll see
and then I'm Diane and then I got wet
and wild mega slicks lip gloss brilliant
and if you're gonna ask me the color of
it this is oh god I am so blind I'm not
kidding you
yeah II mean gonna be able to say this
sorry hopefully we don't fog up again oh
god I still can't hardly see it sinless
it's really pretty though I haven't
opened it just yet but I'm really
excited to be able to wear that one and
then the other one I got is it's like a
clear and this one is cotton candy so I
don't know we'll see we shall see and
then I got my mascara the one I've been
using oh no I don't wear my purses out
right now I think it's behind me anyways
the one I've been using is much
different than this so we'll see how
this one works instantly plumps plumps
in a waterproof formula up to three
times the volume of your natural lash
wet and wild I think they pretty much
bought all wet and wild yeah all wet and
wild again I don't buy makeup so I
really don't know brands very well but I
go for the cheap stuff because I'm gonna
spend $7 on I mean I was like looking at
some mascaras that were like nine
dollars and I'm like yeah and they're
happening yeah there was a face mask or
face wipers whatever you want to call
these makeup wipes for like almost $6 no
mic oh yeah you know anyways and then I
got
but I so excited and actually I think
that one is gonna match my pants really
good see make it well any that's gonna
be really cute so it's gonna be a cute
outfit together and then last but not
least I picked up this and I'm so
excited
it kind of goes with the sprits I've got
that's rough on these these ones are
from Feb at Bed Bath & Beyond no Bath &
Body Works the spritz I've showed you
those ones before but I went ahead and
picked up this sprit see if I can show
you without it glowing so bad okay I'm
not gonna work anyways it's just cherry
blossom and then I picked up the hand
lotion that's also cherry blossom so I'm
really excited about that
yeah
miss smell it well oh lordy I think it
means go to bed anyways but you know
that was my shopping spree tonight I had
a really good time it was a fun night
don't by myself which makes it so much
nicer because I don't have my kids all
tearing me up and wanting everything and
screaming and crying and you know making
a bill scene where they don't need to be
able seen to be made so yeah I really
enjoyed myself tonight
and I was so proud of myself again
because I was able to walk through the
store and always makes a good good
feeling come alive let's see what's this
you know I haven't bought mascara and so
long as my mascara last me a long time
so yeah we'll see how long that one must
but anyways well you guys I am gonna
take off because I want to go and eat
some food my husband is making me
sandwiches Sam sandwiches it's a
sandwich so I am really excited to going
even if I'm hungry my daughter wants me
now but anyways I hope you guys had a
fantastic day as always and I will check
in with you guys and then
okay you guys I wanted to show you
something I am not showing you me
because I'm on my JME I'm not I'm not
covert but look what I got in the mail
today
it's my 40-pound charm to put on my
bracelet which I have another one of
these like bracelets coming that has
like a really cute saying that I will
then put this on but until then I'm just
gonna put this on my bracelet I have now
and you know something that was really
interesting so the other day Ollie told
me he's like he goes hey he said you're
you say that you lost 40 pounds and I
was like yeah and he's like well go back
and look at your calendar I'm like why
he goes just go back and look so I did
and so the week before I actually
started my journey with you guys on
YouTube
I had Rhys I have lost 9 pounds the week
before so technically I can say that I
have actually lost 49 pounds but with
all of you specials I've lost 40 pounds
so officially 49 if I want to count that
week before I actually started making my
journey public so yeah but this is my
forty pound charm that I get to add to
my bracelet and so my next charm will be
80 pounds once I get to that point but I
want to share this with you guys so just
to show you guys really quick what it is
so see just like that and then each set
that I lose I will add it to the thing
but this like I said as soon as I get my
other bracelet I'm gonna actually take
the 40 pound off and I'll put it on to
my other bracelet so anyways I just want
to share that with you guys
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